i am who the hell i am. i need no one to contribute to my insanity. maybe i need to cope with my sanity just a tad but other than that i am the greatest. i like what i like and love what i love. i am a little too sensitive now but shit happens. i have grown and lost. life goes on. i fight on a day to day to be a child of god but this world consumes me. i live for my daughter and family is everything. they are all i have. i struggle to on one thing. to continue to be a great friend or just let it be. i need a me in my life. but even then oh fucking well. ill be the best i could possibly be if you miss me or the old me, you should have never tampered with my feelings. 

some days are more overwhelming than others yet i push on. there is no honor in a quitter. screaming silently while thinking out loud. are you here with me or am i alone. can you step out of your comfort zone step into mine and calm me?